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2005-02-26T09:45:00.000-08:00

wow.

today, woke up at 2pm. went to tish's place, watched pirates of the carribean with her..talked about some stuff...headed to holland, met neo, eric, zhu ping..gayed around, had dinner, drank..talked..met tiffany..talked to her till 1am...quite amazing..haha, met lionel(not lionel tock) n eelin, lawrance n friends, winner n silas...met a hell lot of ppl there man..

fun day. sailing tmr at 10am at west coast!!! i'm joining the SP sailing team =)

aaron- life's a bitch.

ohhh..i'm leaving for dubai for 3 days then to paris for 3 weeks in late april to march! confirmed already!! so excited..haha...first time travelling so far away alone.

blog

2005-02-24T08:21:00.000-08:00

dont u find blogs really stupid? even friendster is. ppl stare into the computer everyday wasting their time maintaining their blogs n friendster. so i'm considering deleting both my accounts!

today was ok...teacher asked me to buck up on my studies since i've slacked so much n did so badly. well i'm trying ok!

hmmm..after sch did ideas project, i think we did a good job. aaron n i went down to some jap hair saloon shop which i recommended to him at holland for a hair cut, i think they did a great job with his hair. then we ate a whole load of crystal jade xiao long bao(the new one) with aaron..my gosh..we ate so much i almost exploded, we had 3 baskets of xiao long bao, one wasabi smth and one wonton smth and 2 la mian...was so so so full.. met his gf..hahaha..that ass.. i'm so glad we didnt drink =) ahah...enjoyed myself alot with that fatter thank J lo ass brother...

tish was having dance practice, so i tried to find smth to do while waiting for her..it was already 8.30pm...so that i can send her home..hmmm..i went to eric's house, chilled for a while, had a nice talk with him, walked to dover to draw money, bought water for her n sweets..cos shes feeling unwell..then took a cab...picked her up, dropped eric at a bus stop near to his house...then headed to her place..asked the taxi driver to wait for me while i walk her up...then went back down and here i am! at home =)

see...so detailed right. wonder who is reading. maybe i should have a tag board..

life

2005-02-23T01:24:00.000-08:00

hmmm..did badly for electronics, did well for thermo, screwed up the rest of my subjects...if i get all B's it would be a miracle already..

anyways, my dad is leaving for langkawi this weekend, i'm hoping i can tag along. then my parents are leaving for new zealand on the 11th of march, my dad going to america again n canada...think i wont be seeing much of him...=(

anyway...its the last day of chinese new year n its my bro's birthday, lionel my buddy =D big huggs from all of us.

i've joined sailing as a CCA, hopefully i can represent SP n take part in the june regatta's after some training, eric might be joining me...

ahhh...my goatee is finally growing!! after much persuation from my mind..hahaha..i just kept thinking about goatee's everyday n finally!!! i can see hair growing out of my chin...gross out? hahaha..i think it'll look nice. i'm keeping a goatee n thats final. those who hate it, hate it! those who encouraged me, thanks -roll eyes-(copy righted by tish) hahahah..

anyways, i bought lunch for that girl today n took a cab down just so that the food will be still warm by the time i get there...n had lunch with her..simple...but i absolutely love it...

i've seriously been considering staying single, i dont know what life's got for me. i'm not sure if there is a future, i'm so uncertain about alot of things now. i'm taking each day as it is(copy righted again)..haha..maybe i'm prepared..maybe i'm not...for a relationship. maybe i just want out for the time being..maybe i want it..i dont know...i wasnt so confused..until i found out something. oh well..i've cleanly forgotten about someone..no feelings..nothing..just lost it all..suddenly it just snapped into me....believe its the best for me. thanks to all my buddies for standing by me all these times...u guys are the one that helped me through it all...theres no turning back, no way...i believe u guys knows what is best for me.

oohhh...there was one day, i sat in her room..n she went out to play the piano for me...her favourite piece..the feeling was unbelievable..having someone u care for..someone special to u...doing this..i cant ask for more...too bad i'm not musically talented... =) haha...

obviously

2005-02-23T01:18:00.000-08:00

Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.

She's got a boyfriend
He drives her round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines

For so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.
He'd kill me

No, no
Never will be good enough for her

Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now.
yeah
Off to L.A and that's where I'll stay, for two years.
For cheating

I'll put it behind me
i'll put it behind me
Go to a place where she cant find me. yeah.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her

She's outta my head
And I never know where I stand
Cos I know I'm not good enough for her
He's good enough for her for her, for her

chingay!

2005-02-19T08:34:00.000-08:00

hahahaha...just got back from ching gay..

love...

2005-02-17T07:09:00.000-08:00

Love Endures Forever... (1Corinthians 13:4-8)

Tonight...

2005-02-17T06:35:00.000-08:00

wow...
tonight was quite amazing...

well, had my last paper today, made a major mistake, but i've committed the paper to God...so, no worries!

hmm..after sch, headed to holland for dinner with my parents, maple, niati and tisha....we had a really good dinner at Fosters the english cafe...very nice food, ambience and the singer was like WOW....very very nice dinner....tisha n my dad really click well..haha...thats the funny thing.....
Apparently we spent quite alot, although i think the price was ok...now i have a Fosters VIP card!! haha..so i'll probably be bringing her there alot...n we have a date to Crustacean! Grill by Fosters...remember, by this month ok.... =)

i've found my purpose in life, have you? i'm going to work really hard...i wanna fly again one day, i wanna be a pilot..if i can't, then i'll do research or be an engineer...well..its an honest living right..even though the pay might not be alot. but then again, if u can compare an engineer to a pilot, why not compare a Pilot to bill gates?... i just wanna be happy..simple...=D

I know God has his plans for me...i'll live by faith..

goodnight!!!

sailing!!

2005-02-15T05:02:00.000-08:00

yay! planned with the guys already. we are taking my small n old sailing boat..with lotsa memories..haha..just repaired that boat, so we are taking Ying out to sail!!!

gab has the keel boat license, i have the pleasure craft license, so we can have a great day out at sea.....and get chao tah...haha

cant wait already!!...this sat.. 10am at punggol mrt guys. remember. =)

//love//

2005-02-15T04:42:00.000-08:00

you bring about a love that puts me into a place called pure happiness

if our love is really just a story ;
i want it to be published into a book ;
so that the world will read about us
if our love is perhaps a fairytale ;
i want it to be filmed into a movie ;

so that all children will grow up and find a love just like ours.
if our love is only a dream ;
then i dun ever want to wake up ;
so that i will stay with you forever and never say goodbye.

i'm gonna be around

2005-02-12T03:58:00.000-08:00

i suddenly have a fetish for michael learns to rock songs...haa

It's been so long since we took the time
to share the words
From deep inside us
we're in our own world spinning our wheels
But you know how I feel
Well since the first time I took your hand
my love for you
Has just been growing
you always seem to understand
You know how I am

I'm gonna love you `till the end
I'm gonna be
your very true friend
I wanna share you ups downs
I'm gonna be around

When you're alone `coz
I'm away
don't be sad
Don't be afraid

I'm gonna turn my thoughts to you
Like I always do

I'm gonna love you `till the end
I'm gonna be
Your very true friend
I wanna share you ups and downs
I'm gonna be around

Catch you when you fall
hold you when you're down
Sharing every moment
I wanna show you all I do
I believe I found a miracle
in you

I'm gonna love you `till the end
I'm gonna be
Your very true friend
I wanna share you ups and down
I'm gonna be around

job

2005-02-10T23:03:00.000-08:00

i'm gonna find a job. now that i;ve got my boat licence, i think i'll try to get a job as a wakeboard boat driver. haha..can see babes...drive a fast boat n learn to wakeboard better at the same time...hmmm..but now i need to find a wakeboard centre....ohhh well...i'll start looking....my dad left me all alone here n now he's in the ocean.....sailing to sebana cove to have fun.......argh.......

blog

2005-02-10T22:09:00.000-08:00

this is going to be another of my dead blogs. i dont think i'll update much or ever update again. i dont see why i should tell ppl whats happening in my life..haha..if u wanna know about me then maybe we should hang out n not read blogs......

well, all i have to say now is my laser.....lots of memories with that boat...is going to be placed at east coast park. and i'm gonna take up wind surfing n diving. yupp.....i'll place my laser there with my new sail till sentosa cove is built...maybe take up competitive sailing again. really considering.

well, yesterday morning we woke up n went to my dads office for the lion dance thing.....it was very very interesting...haha...then my relatives came over with my friends...yea.nothing much to say already...monday's just gonna be another day for me...

dont know when i'll ever update again. but yupp...sunny day today. shall take my shades for a walk. byebye. =)

CNY xperience

2005-02-08T11:48:00.000-08:00

its almost 4am in the morning n i should be sleeping. but i just got home from a once in a life time CNY experience ever.hahaha..firstly HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!

Ok, i went with my sis, Tim, alicia and Charles to shangri la hotel. Then we drove the BMW to bugis to watch Racing Stripes...we realised funny sound from the car when we drove it. then we reached bugis and found out the tyre was punctured. so we went for the show. it was hilarious.
After the show we drove the punctured car to fort canning park the car park opposite YWCA!..hahaha...then we tried to change the tire, but the tyre refused to come out, we also had a problem trying to use the damn BMW's jack, seriously, dont buy a BMW, if u wanna buy, read the damn manual!

Then we got help from the YWCA security guard...which didnt help much. then we got help from a couple who were supposedly hanky panky'ing at the car park..hahaha..they couldnt help much too, instead they left the car with a huge scratch...*ouch*...then we stopped a taxi driver, that didnt help either...and finally we got alicia's friend's friend to help..which didnt help either. next..we decided to drive to a patrol kiosk..and guess what...the engine DIED!!!...so we pushed the car to a slot and decided to have it tolled tmr.....lol...totally unbelievable Chinese new year experience.....aahha..dont think i'll ever forget it...

this is what we learnt, GERMANY PRODUCES THE BEST AND THE WORST CAR AND THE MOST SHITTY OF ALL CARS.

goodnight ladies and gentlement

=)

2005-02-08T05:44:00.000-08:00

i will continue where i left off when i finish my studies. i promised my dad and myself. I will serve God first and my nation second. i will fly again one day....because i believe, i can dream.

These dreams will come through. girls come and go in life. right now i must concentrate on my studies. if i end up with a girl. God be with us. but i wont get my heart broken ever again. unless she's worthed it.

today...

2005-02-08T02:27:00.000-08:00

tisha came to my place just now after her french class...she was so sweet...under the hot sun she walked all the way to get my fav teh tarik!!...i'm so touched......my heart like totally melted..no girl has ever done this for me...just something small like this...its so weird..u know the feelings, i'm lost for words. thank you so much...u made my day...

brag time!

2005-02-07T21:36:00.000-08:00

ok. hahahaha...

this week, 3 person said i put on weight, 2 said my shoulders looks broader!!. and of cos they mean i'm fat right.....hahaa
5 girls said i'm not bad looking, i nv ask them ok......they told me..out of which 3 of them i dont even know......wait till they see my hidden talent..
tisha felt my fat tummy n loves it...i think.......hahaha
spent $300 in 1 week. amazing. 15% on charity, 35% on eating n drinking, 50% on shopping. ahh......and my hp bill exploded......

ok. brag time is over. yeah.

FAT

2005-02-07T20:34:00.000-08:00

haha..i'm fat i'm FAT i'm FATTT!!!! and i love it!

everyone's telling me how much i've grown. lionel's mommy asked me how i made my shoulders broader. is it really broader? if it is i'm HAPPY.........cos just last year it was skinny n scrawny...i want big broad shoulders. now looks fine. n my Cushy tummy is here for u to lie on. i'll nv get rid of it, cos its something of rememberance. =D

here, a photo of my FCUK shirt n stop man shirt, looks like crap with my lovely glasses!!! ahh..i'm falling in love with it already..i tried to smile, but i could'nt =X

stand here in this place

2005-02-07T20:30:00.000-08:00

all i want is you.
come back to my life.
the sacrifice..its all worthed it....someday we'll know.

CNY!

2005-02-07T19:21:00.000-08:00

hhhelllo...

i'm in sad mood today. like how i've been the last month. i dont know what to say. really...i'm just so lost and confused. so messed up. just imagining how a small step destroyed my dreams...wished i had it all back and i'll never let it go. hatred just comes and go. without hatred, i'll probably die. yet, with hatred i know its not what i want.

u think about how other ppl feel...have u considered my feelings. i've known u for so long and u barely know each other...my arms are wide open..i dont care what happened or what u did. it really doesnt matter to me.

oh well....another crappy day. i'll take my nice sunglasses n go for a walk since its a nice sunny day....

7th Feb

2005-02-07T06:49:00.000-08:00

my new blog name. haha, but whats new. nothing...
just felt sick of the old blog name, sounds so pessimistic. hate it.

i'm going broke. oh man. donated $30 for tsunami victims. last month $50. seriously gotta slow down on these donation things..but its for a good cause..so it doesnt hurt.

today, went to orchard with my sis n tisha, bought myself a topman long sleeves and a really cool pair of sunglasses!! i love it soo so so much. then i bought tisha a roxy top! she loves it!! i think she looks great in it!

i'm gonna take a photo of me in my sunglasses! so vain right.....hahaa......tmr is reunion dinner and my dad is unhappy with me again. wtf right...used to it already! =) bleahx.......

love my glasses!!! lesley loves it too......haha

apparently, my mom hates my FCUK shirts.......hahaa, so i got something simple n decent..just for CNY!!! sucks!!!